Saturday, July 22, 2006 ;
10:11 PM

yea man...noy its close to august!

autumn wind just blew in my face, i knew it, because it just smelled so sweet, with the tinge of oak in it. it was this morning... sadly this means that another year may be coming to a close.

summer is coming to a close, i can feel the sun's weakening rays, as if it were smile meekly at me... sigh, another year...

anyways, morning was not as rushing as before, but at least it was kind of new, for me to take a longer way to school... nothing much happened today, just that a friend of mine did not come, and we were speculating what he might give as an excuse, and teasing him...which i think was bad...my bad =P

i know i may be harsh, but i can be quite lenient, too lenient in fact...people wont like my sudden change to pity...others may rally me to hate something, i may seem like i do, but in the end, i dont...in fact, i pity the thing or person...its not fair sometimes!

life is just so promising when you look foward to things...

man...tomorrow, gotta rush homework, didnt even study today...except math and chem. and i played the whole day through! my bad^^ i think i would put a mental reminder to do some real serious work, so that everything....justifies...

if someone has fears towards something, its best to help that person clear it. and i mean it. its not good to leave poor impressins on people's minds, and if it ever happens, it should be solved, but with utmost care and patience. it may sound difficult, but i feel that through time, it would see changes...rushing wont do, from experience...rushing only works in one place - the rugby field...where rush means to trample the defences as if you were calvary! that's just so full of vigor! aw...well...clearing doubts, that doesnt seem like the best job of all, but it teaches me something...patience, tolerance, control...i know i cant do them sometimes, but it seems to...instill and...reinforce these values, as if they were keeping an eye on me...

i grow fearful by the hour, becase of...impending playwriting competition! havent received notification mail, no calls whatsoever...i think i will take matters into my own hands by calling if they dont give me a shout soon.

now... do you realize that if you want something, you must present something in equal trade?

to get something that you want, you must first present something of equal value before you can have anything...if you do anything, you must face the consequence...that is how this world runs... equal trade...it will seek you even if you do not proclaim it...you will pay even more if you run away...

thats for me... i really have to trade something now...for something of equal value..... trading liking...for understanding...cool so knowledgeable! no, it isnt the case...i really lost something to my...greed (different context), greed, or rather, liking...and to clear it, i must trade understanding...with time and patience as the very essence that garuantees it, ant the very thing that will perhaps ake it successful...

life is just so full of things to anticipate...its not the big things that make your life...its all the small things that make it so intereesting. as they say... "everything counts"!


light my way ♥


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