Friday, November 24, 2006 ;
5:21 PM
man, the grad nite was a huge success...but also not so much of a success too...
for one, i had fun there...music was corny though...and i was rather relaxed...the 4e1 people kept on changing the seats...and i got so fed up with that kah eng i went over to the sec 5s...i hate nig so much...wish he did not tag along...i mean...he has been doing something like that for bvery long already...and i find it rather irritating... all year round...last year too...havent he given us enough trouble already?
that aside...i think everyone was cool...nice dress...nice clothes...(though the food sux) and the emcees? they sucked... dont really know how they went to organize that crap...
man, forgot to take my camera along...and had to test out the handphone one... of all days too! and it was like out of memory space after just a few photos...bummer...
alright...other than that...people were giving well wishes all over...and well...for some of us...it might be the last tie talking together and well...i guess...it must have been great knowing the people in this school... i mean...i cant have done nothing in all my 4 years???
ah... now there is nothing to do again... back to using the computer...with only one promise...it is going to be replaced soon...
this new computer better be so good...it loads interet browsers in a blink of an eye...and runs programs with nearly no loading time and stuff and shit...ah like i said...its all the hardware...
there isnt much to do now again...now i have to wait for monday...then i will head all the way down to bangkit to? anthony's house!!! man...he finally invited me to his house....and i guess i better do the same before he goes on his long vacation...speaking of vacations...i think i wont be going to one...so it will mean i have to find some work, or just sit around and use mp pc...and make sure that i completely forget what i have learnt in school before i head to a new institution...
an wat am i doing? i was typing as fast as i am thinking...writing does not even give such results... ye...writing...exams...the memory is still fresjh...it seems like yesterday...
a week has passed since that harrowing experience...i really wish i can recover from any shock before i go back... all kinds of sadness...leave them behind...all the good things...look back at them...smile...and move on with life...thats all i can do now...smile at everything that comes my way...perhaps i am goingto try to change the way i treat people too...maybe for a change...time to change everything again...anyway...the jen of the past will never be te same as the jen of the present...thats a mandate...and a sworn testimony to myself...
maye i will try to be a little more...silent? huh... smile no matter what i see...and thats all... and do nothing....even if it is bad...just smile.....hide my true feelings...
ah whats all that blabber...anyways...i guess i can try and look for someone to chat to...kinda bored...
why?
light my way ♥
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 ;
2:11 PM
man...tomorrow is the grad nite...i wonder how it will turn out...i hope i can go there, have a little fun then go off...cuz i wont wear too formal...i hate formalities...
alrighty...there aint much to do today...again...but to blog first of course!
first of all, i wonder what is happening to everyone...i sure hope they are doing fine...and not soing something silly or boring... maybe some wouldd be like me, comp all say long...and ther reason? to monintor the network...
man, download sites dont offer much yet...and there isnt much to listen...then agan, i must source for parts pretty soon, because i really want the new computer up and running real soon...
and its been raining all day for the past few days...i hope tomorrow will be different... and i feel tired often... reading comics, and net surfing aint helping me to kill time... they get boring after a while...
ah...time to clear programmes! this comp is getting slow!
here's another picture i find nice... too bad there isnt autumn here... but i feel like its cooling... and my collection never runs dry...
perhaps i am really living in my own world now...perhaps... maybe?
light my way ♥
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 ;
5:10 PM
man, so much for the patchwork on the blog... i really like this tsubasa skin...with the ending theme in it too...
kinda bored nowadays...i remember back then when i had my o levels to orry about...and then well...it just finished just like that...now well...come to think of it...i think its better to get back studying... bored actually...
then again there's so much to do now that the exams are over...such as net surfing everyday...and stuff...
now i must consider what should i do with my comp...i was told to come up with a budget and stuff so that i can buy a new comp...of course i want it better than this current pc, but then...the pro wont be here until the weekends. until then, i guess i will ask him all that i can...then source for the parsts!
ah well then...all i have to do is to wait for grad nite, and for the new comp...other than that, i have nothing much to do for now...except to net surf all day long...which gets kida boring at times...
ah well... i'd love to look at all the pictures...and recall...all the things...days....times...everything
... all back in my head...always on my mind...
light my way ♥
Monday, November 20, 2006 ;
6:00 PM
man, there's nothing to do nowadays, but to look at my computer, waiting for the new one to come, and there isnt much to do nowadays... i can like level up once or twice without much of a proble, then comes the part where i have nothing to do...
man, luckily i can still blog...thankfully...i made it a point to write down my thoughts, out of habit, and because i find that this kills the time...afteral, i think i have a long wait before i can get back my o level results...
then there's grad nite, very soon, its coming, and i will see everyone again..and see if they have had much rest themselves...maybe there wont be much to expect there...i dont know...but the time seems to fly real quick...
when i first knew it, i did badly for my preliminary exams...then cane the time when i had roughly one month to study up...i was long prepared...then first paper...physics practical...then last week...then last paper...then now...i still cant get over the shock, but i feel that the vacation, or rather, long vacation is going to put my mind at rest...of course, not a day passes without me thinking how my results will be like...soon, they will be on board some jet, sent to the UK, and marked...i just hope i have done enough...thats all...
then i still have some stuf which i did not have time to fiddle with...some hobby of mine that i did not really had time for, and even if i did it, i did it illegally...well, looks like i have all the time i want! i think i am going to carry on with the work where i stopped...
looking at the msn list repopulate, then shrik everyday...man, people sure are busy...and i havent been leaving the house much, except on the weekends...to meet up with my cuz...after a long time...did the usual, went somewhee that he likes and stuff... well, at least i spent the time well...
ah well...time to go check the downloads...and maybe go back to pristontale for another level...before i sign out... haha...
so much for the holidays...and my handphone...
light my way ♥
Friday, November 17, 2006 ;
5:09 PM
o lvl is FINISHED!!!
man, it was grueling...and tirin, and difficult, but i still made it! haha! always will...
ah...bryan koh has given me enough info to start on a manga, as soon as i get some more material, i will start...and lets see what i can do... maybe more training first...
anyway, i am going to game all the way, chat, and wait for grad nite...see everyone in their best (or worst for nig?)
anyways...i really have nothing much to say for the moment, least of all, i just stepped out of hell itself...maybe i will go shower or something, have a sip of beer, and stuff...and relax...there will be nothing much for a vey long time...
ah well...back to business!
light my way ♥
