Wednesday, January 31, 2007 ;
11:07 PM
back to square one man! nice shot!
put in the vista transformation pack today...its version 6...previous version was 4, so of course it is a far cry from the previous one...only thing is...i havent really tried glass2k...
anyways... there is much improvement from the previous patch, like a few other features to make it look nice...
so much for everything!!! putting some pics! from gundam seed
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ;
11:21 PM
figured it be better to have a few more pics! here they are!
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10:41 PM
man...
stupid outlook express being plagued by some stupid spam...incident report sent le...
anyways...i think its time to spruce up the blog with more pictures once again...i have not been drawing for a long time, and i think its about time i put more pictures of scans in...more practice, more perfection!!
practice hurts...i had blisters on my hand from too much practice...hope it will wear off soon man......maybe its because of the holding technique...i did not have theory in drumming, so i guess, thats the part i missed out on...heh *sheepish* but i will continue to play to the best of my ability!
ahh...found the wallpaper thats the basis of this blog's skin...i will post it!
speaking of which... maybe i will do a little bit of critique on get backers...
ゲト バカズ, geto bakazu, team of two: midou ban and amano ginji. each famous for their various abilities...namely the evil eye, snake bite and snake kill for ban, and the ability to command electricity in any imaginable form, ginji. they seek to get things and return uit back to their owners, at a price. they are however, not so good with money, building up tabs with Paul at the Honkey Tonk, occasionally getting jobs from Hevn, the mediator.
they set out in dangerous quests to even the infnite castle to retrieve IL, components of an atomic weapon, and sometimes, set out in ridiculous quests which are oftentimes laden with their comic relief.
themes of friendship are portrayed, loyalty, sense of honor, and of course, the chiibi...
ratings would be 4.5/5 for something that good in my opinion. way better than Inuyasha and Shaman King in my opinion
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11:57 AM
hey band members! i hav a song, mayb we shld try? iris, if u r reading this, the lyrics i have not dound it...
heres the link(s):
http://download.yousendit.com/A8BE58543833D094http://www.yousendit.com/download/1SdyWjk%2BBId5TA%3D%3Dahhh...its fast...its called Doukoku no Ame by GRAN RODEO
hehs, anyways, theres much to expect...results comin out soon! second week of february! hope the results are good, and dunno whether i wanna go jc or not...actually i feel like not studying so soon, still wanna play like krazy...
ah nvm
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Monday, January 29, 2007 ;
9:59 PM
man...
things have been extremely boring lately...if not for some jamming fun!
band members who see this, just to tell you that you all rawk too man!
its too bad that i cant go along with you guys that often because of certain circumstances at home, but once i am ready, i swear, rawk on man!
just cant wait to land myself in a random institution.
ah, this skin gets boring...guess ima gonna change the skin of this blog real soon!
just a little bit more!
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ;
10:57 PM
ha
left my previous job because i did not pass the stupid probation, ah who wants to stay at kumon anyways? they pay miserly, and they just cant seem to accept people like me, damnit, i dont like it at all.
anyways, i found a new painting job, which turned out fun at first, just so because i can draw murals on the walls, but when it came to painting, i wasnt that good, and another employee had to do the painting part, but seriously, i have done enough of the pencil and marker work on the plaster cardboard walls already. my employer is this nice motherly lady, her name's mararet. she talks about her employees to her mother often, and lunch is provided, haha cool or what...
ah did not get to see people until today, which is also the day i left, because the job is a health hazard, i just cant take dust and lacquere and turpentine, and paint...so i left, with a note saying that i left because of health issues, but pay day's on friday so i suppose i have to go back for a while, and see if the pictures i drew are painted already. humm...i gotta remember to take some photos! haha, because i have never done anything on such a large scale...
i cant wait for this saturday to come, because i am heading to anthony's again! havent seen him in a while, but i will be visitng him in the morning, and i will be heading to his house to take a look at his JC notes...hope it will be of help though...
i have given my future education some thought...i say i did give much thought to others, who probe me on what i would like to do in my tertiary education, but in actual fact, things arent as glorious as they seem to be...gah...
actually, i do not know where i am heading, have no aim, once again, and i feel almost helpless...cant really tell others about it but i just can only share it in this blog. sometimes, when someone asks me where i would like to go, i would always tell them that i had no answer, or i had to see my o level restuls and see where they would bring me to. i have always harboured the thought that wherever i go, i will have something to do, be it JC or Polytechnic, but i just cant decide where i want to go...
to JC, and will be the beginning of alot of troubles, and i have to study like, real hard? but the rewards are great, holidays, an A Level, and more open route th the varsity, but no fun? only for academic pursuits. even so, i am beginning to doubt whether i can really go to a JC. it may be demanding there, but the rewards, and the qualifications are really excellent, you cannot resist!
to the Poly, and i will; be able to pursue a course in either design or business, depending om my choice. that path leads me to more music, which i want to pursue badly. that way, i will be able t play band and jam all the time, whenever i like, and generally have fun at the polytechnic. but the qualificatioon does not look that nice, seriously a diploma isnt much, especially a diploma without a degree...
i wanna succeed in life, but sometimes, i feel that the best optiion is just to have fun wherever i go, maybe thats whats really important. i guess...
so, i take my chances, go where the wind goes, and even so, make sure i dont regret, but still have fun? if only life were like that. or perhaps i am just filled up with the mentality that being realistic is the thing...man thats so un-cool...
best option i have now, enjoy, haha, enjoy tyhe process of getting or doing something...
just hope the skies watch over me, as always...
dont look like much of a wallpaper, but i like it...reminds me of the fields, pastures, where i can just run, endless......i wanna be with somebody, but i just cant find someone to be with...as always, lone wolf? heh... i dont know......
syaoran is just so lucky though...look haha, and sakura always has him to watch over her...so lovely...if life could be that simple sometimes...
sometimes i wish i could just go and live in a world of my ovn once again, like i used to, but would that bring any good? i realized the importance of being with people, so i stepped out, you can call that self terapy, self help...man, every skill that i now possess, has been self taught.
my art skills are self taught, my drum skills are self taught, calligraphy is self taught, appreciation of art and literature is self discovered, getting out of a near autistic like state? self achieved. friends? self found. achievements? self earned...no teacher, just the self...
if everything is gonna turn out that way, i might as well go hone what i have in solitude first, before emerging stronger...seeing too much is damaging too sometimes...
ah now, i gotta rest my self...havent typed so fast in a long time...and i got a show to catch too! man, life is just so full of surprises huh...so...
people say my attitude is happy go lucky, but i say, i am just following the flow, following the winds, wherevert hey take me, because i know that the direction they piont to is my destiny, because, i believe the skies and stars will be watching me from above, and they have given me such gifts, so that i wont feel left out...so i must be grateful to the stars, granting me such abilities, i never thought i would have... and i will tell you why...
everytime i write something with the da vinci influenced writing of mne, i feel that it has been done by someone else...i look at my drawings and sketches and feel that it was not done by me...everytime i do something remarkable again, i feel ssome hands are guiding me, so i know, that the stars are watching me...the child of the abel?
i just cant explain, but i will not exploit...i may have to discover what else they have to offer me, and tribute them accordingly, and lead the life they suggest.
the rest is up to me..
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ;
12:54 PM
ah...today is the day...and i still gotta work...
watching too much get backers is getting me into trouble...my comp isnt just up to the standard...hum... wonder if it can handle more...
anyways......i wonder what i can expect today...must be some unrulry kids again i rekon...hum...no escape...
and its been getting a little boring these days...nothing much to expect...long weekend to expect, and stuff like that...
just hope next thursday comes fast...
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Thursday, January 11, 2007 ;
12:56 PM
ah well, things went out okay yesterday...when i first started work at kumon!
kids these days are real spoilt brats...i dont quite have the stamnia to handle them sometimes!!! but i guess its all in a days work...and i am still learning though...
kinda nice to work with some of my colleagues, its as if they knew what i was facing! haha
anyways...there wont be much to do.....and my birthday is coming soon again...17 january...i turn 17 officially! haha, cant wait for that day, though no presents for me...guess i will live with it, like i used to...as always...
ah anyways...why bother about such boring matters, when you know you arent gonna get anything out of it anyway... come to think of it, i havent really celebrated my day in a long...long time...dont even remember when i last ate a cake, maybe on my friends' days' but not really mine...in fact, i dont think i have ever had a cake on my birthday ever! i dont remember...its been so long...
hum...back to the drawing room again...hum.......manga artists sure suffer a lot huh...?
by the way, i manage to fix the bug about not being to post pictures...guess it should be working now!
looks like the problem was...the file was in the wrong format! silly me! oh yea, that reminds me...i need to refill supplies real soon!
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ;
1:50 PM
haha, things are turning for the best now...
hum...where should i start...kelton's band did not go so well, because when i tried to ghet them back together, they sounded a little reluctant, so, i decided to just walk out of the picture... haha...
which i did, and for a short period of time, i had no band as usual, undil dicky and linette came along...and guess what...it is a hit!
cant believe it when they told me that they had some bad encounter with that bitchy christine, and the fiasco with OoZora, man, so i realized i was not alone...but that incident told me that i had to work harder!
anyways, i also found a job! and i got my place confirmed today! cool or what! now i will have some spare cash to jam and buy stuff...also some free time to go out and jam at my own leisure...hum?
i also went back to my old hobbies again...i wonder why, but i just went back anyway... i will paste the new piece on...like always...maybe i will go do more...isnt up to standard, like in the past, cuz i am still learning and also, because it was a long time since i last drew... still need to scan wahahaha
ahh, havent heard anything from dear 4E1...nothing at all...maybe they are real busy?
shit encountered some problems...looks like i cant post pictures for the time being...haha
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007 ;
1:45 PM
hahahavent been posting for a while now, but i have lots to say...well, where should i start...class outing and my stay at raffles hotel for christmas? hum... well, i just informed my folks that i was going to this class outing, and will meet them at the hotel later...ah it was real fun... especially sin ce i got my sticks that day, and also a toy to put my handphone in, yes, i finally got myu handphone tho...the hotel was gerat, did not cost me anything, because was on invitation basis, my uncle invited me to stay with my kid cousins... play halo and fifa 07 till late, party like hell, shop and tour all day, what else can i cay? that was my christmas for me.... though uneventful, but quite fun!then i remember going to some camp at tzuchi... (must have mentioned that before...get a strange feeling...)then, i was kicked out of a band i wanted to join so badly....cuz the coordinator is a grouch...ah i would have left on my own accord even if that bitch did not kick me out...now i am back to square one...no job, no band, absolutely nothing at all...except one...i got my new comp finally! it was kinda good, until i realized that the graphic card is not up to scratch, but better than the previous...but now, i scream at online net gaming: bringest them oneth!ah, new years eve and new year day passed uneventfully...went to various places, such as sentosa (again)... ah as always, it would be fun if i went out on my own...people are flocking back to school already! and i am still sitting at home, waiting and waiting...nothing much i can do though...ah...back to gaming...i just hope i find a job redal soon...makes my life eventful...sigh...
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