Saturday, September 30, 2006 ;
11:50 AM
shitty results for prelims, but not deterring me, because i know what i must do, and i will do it...
anyways, i have had some week, and i feel that it has been rather hectic for most things...like fixing up dear peggy's classroom, man, that took some time, especially since there was one time when i had to visit the computer labs just to suse a shitty comp to hep peggy print some of her decorations for the notice boards...man, she really has a lot of work...
now i am still contemplating whether i should o to school or not, becasue as of next week, my concrete study plan will come into effect, and i hope to be able to do something great about it. make my o lvl results the best!!
anyway, i do have off days, on saturday 14 of oct and on depavali...i will be pting, i hope otherwise, i will be studying to the core, and making sure that thigs t=stick in me head...
man grad nite is on 23rd...i really wanna wear something okay for it but i dont know where to look! haha...told me mom that if she was afraid of the costs, i willpay her back...hope she buys that...
anyway, i can forsee alot of work left...i do understand now that success comes with much hard work...man...so much for o lvls... kev just made a pact with most of us that we will meet in the end, successful...long live the pact!
man...this comp is getting old real fast...looks like i will be getting anew one, but i may have to work out the budget. i sure am gonna make sure the new one does not break down that easily!!! plus it is gonna be everything new...top to bottom, save the speakers, mouse, keyboard, and monintor...
man...everything has to go a bye bye...
ahh...finally, have my load of songs in me mp3...no rock this time!!!
see if it works...
light my way ♥
Friday, September 22, 2006 ;
12:19 PM
wahahaha prelims are over!!!
whew...i had to study ike mad everyday, sometimes into the late of the night...man, i am glad this ordeal is over, but i will be ready for the next challenge...and i will be there when it comes...face it even if it means death...
man...they said something about prom night...course i wanna g,but i need to get some sort of suit...nah...i guess i will go there looking like a hard rocker...again!
oh well...can finally rest for one weekend before i go back to the usual routine!! haha
whew...man, havent visited the download sites in ages...man now that i finally see what is inside the download websites, well, all i have to say, is that i may have missed out on certain goodies! haha
ah well...enjoying pt, and the nice sun until the time comes...
YUI came out with a new single, I Remember You... she is cool...i think she is 19 or summat, and well, see what she has established for herself! haha
time to rest for the weekend!!! where's my beach chair?
light my way ♥
Thursday, September 07, 2006 ;
8:43 PM
ahh...i finished lots of studies lately... and i feel that i might be a trifle ready...haha...
oh well...you know, everything seems wrong and right...just after i finished my previous entry, i felt that i would not do the studies i was doing before...si, i stopped at 9...and had some time off...
oh well, wednesday was no better...had to hit the books again, but to something special...drilling...and i mean it...drilling...those motherfuckers were drilling my ass off, they were renovating some house of theirs which i cannot care less, and i had to move to the library to study...
back to school today...met everyone and her again haha...cant stop talking about her now...but i dont care...she seemed a little happier, i get the feeling that things are going to soften up a little now, and that would be good, not a little hatred left, and no more misunderstanding...i swear that i really like to see her smile...just that few more little steps to make her smile once more...how nice...and its not because i like her or anything...its just like...well...i am painting a picture...
and there we go again...to art! manga art speaks alot about precision, and we care a lot about details, well, i guess, i do care about the details now...haha, because i really want to see a happy class..
some midgets should be left out of the class, especially the "it's me" megalo midet who told on me to her...well, thats one of the reasons why she has such a poor impression on me now...i swear, i am gonna slit "its me's" throat...but ah who cares...let sleeping dogs lie...no wait...let her be...i must compose myself well...i will live and let be...let her do whatever she likes, and i will just know that at least she is trying to find a place for her to elong...if she feels comfortable with hurting other people, and breaking other people, and making people misunderstand, well...i cant stop her...but i want this fact to be kniwn, that i will not back down, even to such adversaries, and i will stand proud and tall like i have always done so, and will solve every of liife's worst...even if it means death...i will stand my ground...i am pretty sure that few have withstood her wriath, i will withstand all the way...not for honor any more, but for myself...because at least i know that its me, i am in control of myself...i am still sane, and i will always know that i have the ability to face it...all the time...
i wish "its me" well, and may whoever meets Kelly Chua on the road, please be careful of what secrets you pour to her...watch your tongue, and save your commets too...whoever meets this person, please watch your step...like her if you do, but let me tell you... she will be very particular of everything people tell her...she is highly egoistic, and her ego is so high...high up to the high heavens, and the cosmos, and as wide as the seven seas and beyond. i warn you, anyone who wants to have anything to do with her...be careful...extra careful. you never know when seh might just lash at you...and when you have secrets, dont tell her...she will spill it out...just like me...
as for the other, well...if she ever sees this, i just have to say..well, sorry or putting such a bad word about kelly, but in my impression, she is like that...well..to you...shu qing...well...lets just hope things turn out fine...some day...really...no more misunderstanding please... miss understood...
hey, thats an albumn, miss undersdtood...from BoA...
serious if sq does read this...well...just wanna let her know that i want to solve problems...i want to help not to lord over everything and spoiling...i know there has been a series of unfortunate events, but i want to see it over...and when it is...please unblock me from msn will ya? haha...peace ^^ always smiling! thats what i would like to paint of all of you all...
for shu qing... lets just hope that we can speak to each other and find out what is really wrong..then settle it once and for all, and make sure that nothing goes wrong again...and make everyone happy...i want you to be ahppy...please...just so i can be guilt free... i dont wanna be guilty again...i want to live free...
ah speaking of blogs...well, it was meant to be read...unlike some freak Kelly Chua who set an id and password system to her blog...and well, guess what, no one, or rather...few can enter... well...if its a blog, why bother to set up security? if it is a blog, then it as meant for all to read....and not to be kept tightly in your grip...soviets and commies sux man, and i mean it...thats why i dont mind being so open in my blogs...i leave everything spelt out!
ah well...now that i am left with nothing much...time to change the skin of the blog...tomorrow going to ah mah place! she rawks!! haha! and well, i look foward to a fulfilling prelims!
i see light at the other end...shall i reach for it?
light my way ♥
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ;
5:02 PM
what have i got to say? well, i havent entered an entry in a long time... haha, i guess, like there is terror fatigue, there is also blog fatigue...ah but i dont care... actually, i just dont have the time to write an entry..everytime i turn on the pc, i will play the games, and forget to enter an entry...i only put in entries when i am doing work...
okay, lots of things happened... first...holidays started...and before that was teachers day! went to school, no studies, just celebrations, and making merry like hell...they had this talentime show of bands, all lousy players...i swear to god, Han and his band, when i jammed with the the last time, they rawkes...too bad, such suckers, in me school, no talent...i can do far better...they should like practise at home or summat...
well, i have to say that i did not enjoy any part of the performance at all...save one...the last one...for our dear form teacher...well, wesang the song At The Beginning from Anastasia...well, she went so emo...then the photo taking ...man i have to say, it was wild... looking at "her" though...you know who i mean, still havent settled it with her yet...i really want to see that smile on her face again...and then, no more troubles! i swear man, after i settle her problem, i will really have to change meself...sam said that it will take time...i guess...so be it...
well, i had to rush off...heading to...my grans! ah mah! she rawks man...tho the cooking was not done by her this time...it was my mom's...and guess what! it tasted just like my gran's cooking! mom rawks too huh?
well...holidays started...and well, i have to hardcore my studies...or rather, just make it more hardcore! which i did! and hope it works! full steam ahead! Ready? Steady? GO!!! ALL THE WAY FOR PRELIMS!!
yea...must be prepared, and must be mentally ready! i will go prepared...motivated too! cool, good combination! combo bonus all the way sia!
then me dad bought these 2 damn old shows...Pirates of the Caribbean and The Day After Tomorrow...cool shows man...watched pirates b4 so it seems like a refresher...but day after tomorrow, man freak show! so cold man! all storms and snow!
okay...so tuitions arent gonna be good, cuz lots of hw, especially chinese... i hate that one, because of work! just hope it all works out fine in the end...
well...today's tuesday...and i guess, well, long week...lots of studies...then friday rush pristontale! haha, makes my life an entire malestorm! i guess thats my life...i think what i am gonna do next, then i think i know, and wal confidently, only to stop later on, and think again...continues like this...but at least its better than walking blindly! and at least i can choose my path real clear!
well...all i know is that after my o's, i am really gonna rush jobs! earn enough to get me items! upgrade this old comp...yea...i know, very sad to say goodbye to me comp, but its gonna be a new one! why worry?!? then i must think of going jamming again...gotta call up han again!
then i gotta think of moving on...been a while since i said no to her...well... know who...that idiot who posts her name as its me...haha, now have to move on...hopefully, in me new school, more prospects? online is also a treasure trove...really hope i can get to find someone...really...i admit i am despo...but well...i think that can wait...i am all the ready...and...well...i'll keep my eyes open...this time...new approach...really cool approach i am gonna try, that is...time! wun tell her or show indications so quickly...i will befriend...and let time dictate our course...collision course!!! haha!! and it should work...i hope? no one has to know anyway...
ah well...guess...gotta go hit the books again...but then...ELENDIL!!! i fear not death...only thy self...well...here i go again! haha! always me!
light my way ♥
