Thursday, July 06, 2006 ;
5:01 PM
yea, got my specs back, and i really feel better. have been living like a blind rat for some time, and now that it is fixed, phew, what a relief.
maybe its kind of like the time i stepped up some effort to try and put some more brains into my head again. because i really feel that my studies are lagging behind. but, studying alone, it's just so...empty...
what's it like to feel empty? priests have talked about such a state, mental state they call it. in some teachings, and in the practise of yoga, you have to clear yyour mind...i guess that is what it feels like to be empty...
but seriously, what if the world were to be empty? devoid of everything we liked, of the people we love, the things we cherish...maybe, it is not such a good idea afterall...
so, i am trying vista as my OS on my comp now. it looks great, and is a charm too...only thing glass2k isnt too good. well, it just makes my computer look better, and the experience on my computer should be great. it feels like i have advanced a tech level! all this credit must go to a great friend i have known since i entered secondary school, the equivalent of college in some countries. his name is Anthony. no one can be better than him. he is way better than me in terms of...everything. but he is a humble and down to earth kind of guy, who jokes whenever possible, and is serious when it comes to work. is pro at games, a tech geek when it comes to computers, yea, everything you can ever dream of. he started my hobby of drawing, and got me interested in almost whatever he was doing. influence? perhaps, but i still like his slogan of "without computer games, i would not have become what i am today".
so much to him. i have to go search my own life, try and put the mess i have made into something great, cuz my life is a little of a mess right now, but that does not mean i am completely disorganised! i am just not doing the right things, and thats why my life needs a little cleanup. this comes at a crucial time though, and i hate to be doing two important things at the same time, but whats the use lamenting? i will try to do two at the same time, regardless of what happens then! solves everything!
looks like, evven in life's darkest moments, there is always light to be found, but only if you have the courage or/and the luck to find it!
have a nice life! i hope?
light my way ♥
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name: Jen
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birthday: 17/01/90
zodiac: capricorn
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manga art, silly stuff...jrock, jpop...bands: Asian Kung-Fu Generation(AKFG), ELLEGARDEN, Do As Infinity, HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR, Gazzette, Dir En Grey, An Cafe,many more...
think i like reading manga on the net, or just download them...music, just listen on my mp3, the ultimate isolating technology...and yes, i so wanna upgrade my stuff now...
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