Tuesday, July 04, 2006 ;
5:22 PM
sigh, broke my specs today! Imagine how to live without them!!! rrghh...
anyways, it sux to break something you need really dearly, especially since I cant see very far without my specs...
this DSA (direct school admission) thing, it is really getting on my nerves...I really don't know what school to go to, plus I need this system real bad, cuz I am a real lazy bloke, and what if something happens to my o lvls? You never know...
anyways, I was told to do my own reading up and stuff like that, which I will be doing, or else my future will be ruined...
speaking of the future, wonder what it is like. Since the only way to get there is to get there, there is no telling what might happen. maybe this makes life so interesting, or maybe, it just decides our fate for us. But this thing about fate, is it predestined or do we get to choose what we want? God knows what will happen to me tomorrow, unless I have things planned before hand, how in the world do I know when something is going to happen?
even fate may be playing with us. Fate itself, perhaps it may be for us to choose, or is already laid out, like a carpet, and the only way is to walk it, nice and slow. What you do, who you meet, who likes you, stuff like that, maybe, you cant really decide, but in a way, we have to create our own destiny.
they say, in Gundam SEED Destiny, that they will implement the Destiny Plan, something about enslaving the whole world under genetics, and rule them by their genes, and since your genes determine your fate, you don't need to fight wars, make love, see the people you like, or even to have our god given free will. Imagine that. It would be so autocratic.
imagine if our lives were to be led like this, I just wonder...maybe it is best to just keep the decision of our futures to ourselves. We have to create it, yes, and given the random nature of fate, maybe, just maybe, it will be the only thing of interest in our lives.
so, a hard day, more work to anticipate, but what can we do? It is all just fate?
maybe...?
light my way ♥
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name: Jen
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birthday: 17/01/90
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think i like reading manga on the net, or just download them...music, just listen on my mp3, the ultimate isolating technology...and yes, i so wanna upgrade my stuff now...
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