4:48 PM

cool! national day! is a holiday today...i may not have much to do with this country, not much alliegance, but its great anyway? be happy for those who are celebrating their birhdays...this country celebrates its 41st birthday...

so there is a surprised planed for her birthday huh...i like it too...especially since i am going to be a part of it and all...i hope she likes it real good, and it doesnt kill my schedule!

i feel like changing the blog skin real soon, and i have gotten myself my third tag board, but i just hope that nothing bad happens to it!

ah...finally back on the pink of health, but i cant taste well...food is tasteless...so much for eating what i really like...

i feel my hand itching again, and feel the essence running in its veins again...i can write and draw again! as soon as i regain my strength, i should continue my passion for the arts, real soon...

so much for a long holiday...i have to look foward to a series of tests, extremely grueling and i have to study! i mean, thats ggoing to be difficult! but i will try...i guess, at least i know i have tried...

i know i can do it!

ah...i guess...once again, i have something t loom foward to at the end of the month, and my expertise has been sought once again. in july, it was how i wrote, now, it was how i cared...how i loved...

i just dont want to be used, i want to be needed, to be sought, to be of help to anyone who needs it most, anything, no matter how difficult, will try my best, somehow......i seem to want to serve others, but seem to think that i am not meant to help...i dnot know, perhaps my thinking has been marred by years of poor experiences, damn those fools...

i still have her...i guess...i hope...i can only hope...

ah...NDP was wal cool...but the president was so stern...wish he would loosen up a little, which he did, at the hand, he shook hands with one kid...wasnt that cool?

visited her blog...well...there was this hug thing which i tapped will it was over 40, and well...i have to say, i learnt some, for myself...learnt some from reading her blog...

she did not mention me...lmao

should i start mentioning names soon? cuz its my own blog anyway, ah who cares...people read my stuff so i have to be careful...

speaking of which, i best go look for a new blog skin real soon, because i think that i should change my blog outlook every so often...

ah...now to find some entertainment...perhaps i will go for a round of gofl in pangya? no? maybe continue to blog and chat? cool? yea...everything is...tomorrow i would have to study again! for a math test! nd i might have to use the comp solely for work real soon, use less! cuz the "o"s are coming...goddamnit i hate the "o"s.

always full of surprises life is...yea...LIFE...by YUI....here it is...

Doro darake yo najime nai tokai de

Onaji you ni warae nai utsumuite aruita no

Isogi ashi de surechigau hito-tachi

"Yume wa kanai mashita ka?"

ATASHI mada MOGAite iru

Kodomo no goro ni modoru yori mo

Ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo

Kowagari wa umare tsuki

Hi no atari basho ni dete

Ryoute wo hirogete mita nara

Ano sora koete yukeru ka na?

Nante omottanda

Tobitatsu tame no tsubasa

Sore wa mada mie nai

KANTAN ni ika nai kara ikite yukeru

Nureta koinu hiroi ageta dakede

Chotto warae chau hodo

Namida ga koborete kita

Aisaretai aisaretai bakari

ATASHI itte ita yo ne

Motomeru dake ja dame ne

Kodomo no goro wa MAMA no koto

Hidoku kizutsuketa

Hi mo atta yo ne kawari tai

Ima zenbu

Hi no ataru basho ni dete

Kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mitai

Ano basho ano toki wo kowashite

I can change my life

Demo kokoro no naka subete wo

Totemo tsutae kire nai

KANTAN ni ika nai karaIkite yukeru

Hi no ataru basho ni dete

Chizu wo hirogete miru kedo

I know... You know...

Mayoi michi mo shikata nai

I can change my life

Sugite kita hibi zenbu de

Ima no atashi nanda yo

KANTAN ni ika nai karaIkite yukeru

thats LIFE, from YUI...pretty much a good song for all! and i like it so!

looking foward to tomorrow as always! late sleep! cool! haha, i like a good night's sleep...though i dont allign myself with the dark any more...its dangerous musiness dealing with them!

so much for all!

haha...peace! ^^

light my way ♥