8:43 PM

ahh...i finished lots of studies lately... and i feel that i might be a trifle ready...haha...

oh well...you know, everything seems wrong and right...just after i finished my previous entry, i felt that i would not do the studies i was doing before...si, i stopped at 9...and had some time off...

oh well, wednesday was no better...had to hit the books again, but to something special...drilling...and i mean it...drilling...those motherfuckers were drilling my ass off, they were renovating some house of theirs which i cannot care less, and i had to move to the library to study...

back to school today...met everyone and her again haha...cant stop talking about her now...but i dont care...she seemed a little happier, i get the feeling that things are going to soften up a little now, and that would be good, not a little hatred left, and no more misunderstanding...i swear that i really like to see her smile...just that few more little steps to make her smile once more...how nice...and its not because i like her or anything...its just like...well...i am painting a picture...

and there we go again...to art! manga art speaks alot about precision, and we care a lot about details, well, i guess, i do care about the details now...haha, because i really want to see a happy class..

some midgets should be left out of the class, especially the "it's me" megalo midet who told on me to her...well, thats one of the reasons why she has such a poor impression on me now...i swear, i am gonna slit "its me's" throat...but ah who cares...let sleeping dogs lie...no wait...let her be...i must compose myself well...i will live and let be...let her do whatever she likes, and i will just know that at least she is trying to find a place for her to elong...if she feels comfortable with hurting other people, and breaking other people, and making people misunderstand, well...i cant stop her...but i want this fact to be kniwn, that i will not back down, even to such adversaries, and i will stand proud and tall like i have always done so, and will solve every of liife's worst...even if it means death...i will stand my ground...i am pretty sure that few have withstood her wriath, i will withstand all the way...not for honor any more, but for myself...because at least i know that its me, i am in control of myself...i am still sane, and i will always know that i have the ability to face it...all the time...

i wish "its me" well, and may whoever meets Kelly Chua on the road, please be careful of what secrets you pour to her...watch your tongue, and save your commets too...whoever meets this person, please watch your step...like her if you do, but let me tell you... she will be very particular of everything people tell her...she is highly egoistic, and her ego is so high...high up to the high heavens, and the cosmos, and as wide as the seven seas and beyond. i warn you, anyone who wants to have anything to do with her...be careful...extra careful. you never know when seh might just lash at you...and when you have secrets, dont tell her...she will spill it out...just like me...

as for the other, well...if she ever sees this, i just have to say..well, sorry or putting such a bad word about kelly, but in my impression, she is like that...well..to you...shu qing...well...lets just hope things turn out fine...some day...really...no more misunderstanding please... miss understood...

hey, thats an albumn, miss undersdtood...from BoA...

serious if sq does read this...well...just wanna let her know that i want to solve problems...i want to help not to lord over everything and spoiling...i know there has been a series of unfortunate events, but i want to see it over...and when it is...please unblock me from msn will ya? haha...peace ^^ always smiling! thats what i would like to paint of all of you all...

for shu qing... lets just hope that we can speak to each other and find out what is really wrong..then settle it once and for all, and make sure that nothing goes wrong again...and make everyone happy...i want you to be ahppy...please...just so i can be guilt free... i dont wanna be guilty again...i want to live free...

ah speaking of blogs...well, it was meant to be read...unlike some freak Kelly Chua who set an id and password system to her blog...and well, guess what, no one, or rather...few can enter... well...if its a blog, why bother to set up security? if it is a blog, then it as meant for all to read....and not to be kept tightly in your grip...soviets and commies sux man, and i mean it...thats why i dont mind being so open in my blogs...i leave everything spelt out!

ah well...now that i am left with nothing much...time to change the skin of the blog...tomorrow going to ah mah place! she rawks!! haha! and well, i look foward to a fulfilling prelims!

i see light at the other end...shall i reach for it?

light my way ♥