Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ;
5:02 PM
what have i got to say? well, i havent entered an entry in a long time... haha, i guess, like there is terror fatigue, there is also blog fatigue...ah but i dont care... actually, i just dont have the time to write an entry..everytime i turn on the pc, i will play the games, and forget to enter an entry...i only put in entries when i am doing work...
okay, lots of things happened... first...holidays started...and before that was teachers day! went to school, no studies, just celebrations, and making merry like hell...they had this talentime show of bands, all lousy players...i swear to god, Han and his band, when i jammed with the the last time, they rawkes...too bad, such suckers, in me school, no talent...i can do far better...they should like practise at home or summat...
well, i have to say that i did not enjoy any part of the performance at all...save one...the last one...for our dear form teacher...well, wesang the song At The Beginning from Anastasia...well, she went so emo...then the photo taking ...man i have to say, it was wild... looking at "her" though...you know who i mean, still havent settled it with her yet...i really want to see that smile on her face again...and then, no more troubles! i swear man, after i settle her problem, i will really have to change meself...sam said that it will take time...i guess...so be it...
well, i had to rush off...heading to...my grans! ah mah! she rawks man...tho the cooking was not done by her this time...it was my mom's...and guess what! it tasted just like my gran's cooking! mom rawks too huh?
well...holidays started...and well, i have to hardcore my studies...or rather, just make it more hardcore! which i did! and hope it works! full steam ahead! Ready? Steady? GO!!! ALL THE WAY FOR PRELIMS!!
yea...must be prepared, and must be mentally ready! i will go prepared...motivated too! cool, good combination! combo bonus all the way sia!
then me dad bought these 2 damn old shows...Pirates of the Caribbean and The Day After Tomorrow...cool shows man...watched pirates b4 so it seems like a refresher...but day after tomorrow, man freak show! so cold man! all storms and snow!
okay...so tuitions arent gonna be good, cuz lots of hw, especially chinese... i hate that one, because of work! just hope it all works out fine in the end...
well...today's tuesday...and i guess, well, long week...lots of studies...then friday rush pristontale! haha, makes my life an entire malestorm! i guess thats my life...i think what i am gonna do next, then i think i know, and wal confidently, only to stop later on, and think again...continues like this...but at least its better than walking blindly! and at least i can choose my path real clear!
well...all i know is that after my o's, i am really gonna rush jobs! earn enough to get me items! upgrade this old comp...yea...i know, very sad to say goodbye to me comp, but its gonna be a new one! why worry?!? then i must think of going jamming again...gotta call up han again!
then i gotta think of moving on...been a while since i said no to her...well... know who...that idiot who posts her name as its me...haha, now have to move on...hopefully, in me new school, more prospects? online is also a treasure trove...really hope i can get to find someone...really...i admit i am despo...but well...i think that can wait...i am all the ready...and...well...i'll keep my eyes open...this time...new approach...really cool approach i am gonna try, that is...time! wun tell her or show indications so quickly...i will befriend...and let time dictate our course...collision course!!! haha!! and it should work...i hope? no one has to know anyway...
ah well...guess...gotta go hit the books again...but then...ELENDIL!!! i fear not death...only thy self...well...here i go again! haha! always me!
light my way ♥
