Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ;
1:54 PM
man...damn it, cant leave the house now...shit the curfew...i hate it...
only thing i can do is blog now...and maybe game away to drown my loneliness...conference tonite, hope to get some solace in it tonight...
was thinking of my life last night...
last night, i had an awakening...i realized that all this while, i am under the control by some great powers from up thair...i cant see them but i could feel them taunting to my face: "tis thou art your life......bound to suffer til hallows' end"
fear, its not an option...but sometimes, i sit back and marvel at how i am still here, and not broken down into some useless person...sometimes i just wish i could strike back but the opportunities are few and far between...
so one day, i thought to myself...so what if i found myself some sort of power? granteth unto thee? so i looked up there and i saw it immediately...i did not have to believe in some satanist shit that will ruin life, nut i turned to the stars, constellations for my source to tap on.
so i did, i went to study star charts, borrowed the tarot cards once again, and went into arithmacy again to calculate and see where i stood in the cosmos and i found it...
lupus the wolf, corpus the heavenly bird, crux the southern cross
lupus grants into those of sharp minds, like that of the wolf's body, able to adapt into any situation, and able to act swiftly, move swiftly too
corpus, for those who perfer to witness rather than to act, was what i stood for. it was just a sign of character, not of power
then the cross, it marks something, though i dont quite know what it marks! wahahah
ah, few people would want to play with tarot and read star charts anymore, its so obscure, but at least its fun for those who know that something is watching you from above no?
ah...now to be sardonic and show off my comp!!! this is how my desk top and msn look like whahaha! cranked them up days ago..at least it makes me feel happy in such unhappy times...here they are!
light my way ♥
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name: Jen
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birthday: 17/01/90
zodiac: capricorn
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think i like reading manga on the net, or just download them...music, just listen on my mp3, the ultimate isolating technology...and yes, i so wanna upgrade my stuff now...
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